honestly this week has been pretty iffy, i didnt get the job that i pretty much thought had in the bag until they had another person come in and apparently was a better pick then me even tho ive been drawing and doing things related with art for years,so i have to tell my dad some how that i didnt get the job

and then i havent talked to my close friend for about a month now and i cant confront them about it since they have no internet so im just pretty much ‘fuck it’ about the situation

plus ive been pretty down these past few days and im feeling for some one but i dont wanna say anything AHHHHHH